cokecoke

对不起楼主,我恐怕帮不了你,因为我不是北京或上海的,我的家乡是天津.

myownapple

[QUOTE=cokecoke]楼主你好
我已经关注这篇小说很久的了,很喜欢这种日记的风格.
其实我始终认为ANNIE这种女人是不太会写日记的,因为她表面不是那么细腻.可是,她如果不,她的细腻心思,又有何人知呢?
从他们冷战开始,现在他又有了新女朋友.我只想知道,她会不会幸福?如果不,我也要放弃了,因为我和ANNIE一样,禁不起再一次打击了.
希望你告诉我,谢谢.[/QUOTE]
If you do not ask me, I will not think about the ending first. However, I will not promise you that the ending would not be as happy as others story in this City. Nevertheless, the ending will be more romantic than in Rome or in Florence.

Besides, would you all mind telling me more about Shanghai and Beijing, for example, hotels, shopping centers...... especially where is the set scene of the War and Beauty! Thank you!

cokecoke

楼主你好
我已经关注这篇小说很久的了,很喜欢这种日记的风格.
其实我始终认为ANNIE这种女人是不太会写日记的,因为她表面不是那么细腻.可是,她如果不,她的细腻心思,又有何人知呢?
从他们冷战开始,现在他又有了新女朋友.我只想知道,她会不会幸福?如果不,我也要放弃了,因为我和ANNIE一样,禁不起再一次打击了.
希望你告诉我,谢谢.

myownapple

21:30 Home

I really don’t want to think what had happened today. When I came back to the office, I told my boss that Helen was not feeling well and she would like to stay at home for week. Although he was very angry, he asked me to have an eye on her. I finish my preparation work for tomorrow hearing in the high court quickly and left for the hospital at about 18:00. I told myself that I could not enter the hospital through the main entrance, avoid to walk pass the ER. However, I failed and I saw something that I should not know.

I parked my car and enter the hospital through the backyard. It is a big garden for patients to relax themselves, and where I met the doctors most of the time. When I was walking to the main building with my head down, someone called me. It was the sound that I like most.

I looked forward. There was a couple, which were holding hands, walking towards me.

“ Annie, are you going to visit Helen? Let me introduce my new colleague to you. She is Zoe. Zoe, she is called Annie, my former girl friend.”

Zoe was a girl with short hair, a pair of big eyes, and she was somehow very cute.

“ Nice to meet you. Henry had told something about you. We have to go to work now, maybe you can tell me something about Henry in the future.”

I did not know what to answer. To tell the truth, I have not met such active girl, or maybe this is the type of girl that Henry love ?!

After I had said some greeting words, I walked away in a high pace. Helen had already wakened up when I arrived. She was so sorry to give me troubles. Of cause I said I did not mind.

“ Do you think that I was so childish?”

“ Everyone has her own reasons when she do something. If you know what you had done, then you are still a rational girl.”

“ But had anyone committed suicide because of her boyfriend?”

“ Why do you want to know?”

“ If so, I can ask her what she did afterwards. I really don’t know what I could do in the future.”

“ I know someone had done the same thing as you. However, you can ask her after you die.”

“ But how about her boyfriend?”

Thanks to the medical staff. They distributed the dinner set just at the moment.

“ You had your dinner first. Maybe I could tell you in the future.”

“ You promise?”

“ Of cause. I have told my boss that you are not feeling well and you would stay at home for a while. Don’t tell him that you are here in the hospital.”

I sat with her for a while and back to home after she had finished her dinner. I bought a takeaway for my dinner. In the past, I just think that girls who committed suicide was so brave, and I think that Suki was the only one who did such things. Yet, I was wrong. What had Philip done to Helen? What had Zoe done to Henry? ……

barbara

[QUOTE=myownapple]
“ Did you think that it is the right time to call him? I think you know the answer better than me.”

[/QUOTE]果然是江新月大律师，佩服！


还有哦，Herry终于出现了，是问题就总要面对的

myownapple

25<SUP>th</SUP> September (Sun)

09:00 Home

Maybe my son had not slept well for two weeks. He is still having meeting with Sir Chow. I should put some food in a bowl before I go to church and let him eat them after he had wakened up.

14:00 Home

At last, I and Paul had not gone to visit Jackie. He was busy with his work. When I had returned, my son had already got up. He rushed me and wanted me to give him a big hug. He have not changed, but I can see he is not so happy.

Today I suddenly took out some old pictures to have a look. Maybe I should spend some time flip through the pictures.

26<SUP>th</SUP> September

13:00 Office

Today is a bad day. I have not expected this day would come so early. I had told Helen to come back to office at about 10:00. However, I had not seen her yet at 10:30. Imy heart sank and I knew that something worse was to come. I phoned her on her mobile and home, no one answer for a long time. I asked my boss to let me go to her home and see what happen.

When I arrived, I knocked on the door, but no one showed up. I opened the door and it was not knocked. The first place that came into my mind is toilet. I remember Judy had told me that her sister cut her hand there, and now Helen did the same thing. I was shocked. I used some paper to bandage up the cut. I saw Helen was crying, but I could not hear what she said. I only heard, “ Why did Philip lie me?” I dialed 999. Then I called Paul. It was a voice mail box. I told him that Helen had committed suicide and ask him to call me back.

Ten minutes later, the ambulance officers arrived and sent Helen to the hospital. On the ambulance, Paul called me and I told him I was on the way to the hospital, and I hoped he will be in the Emergency Room. I didn’t told him what happen, but he finally asked, “ Did Helen Killed herself because of Philip?” I didn’t answer him, and I just told him to wait before I put the phone down.

When we arrived, Helen was pulled into the Emergency Room and I waited outside. Paul was just standing outside the entry of the ER. I told him the whole story.

He said, “ Helen will be all right. The ER head is coming.”

Just then, a man rushing towards the ward, and the smell that I familiar with come to my nose. My mind was blanked. I had not thought about how I response when I saw him. Nevertheless, I still said to Paul, “ Actually, I am only a supervisor of a patient. I had to do my job well.”

“ You have not changed. However, I still give you two my best wishes.”

“ We had blessed you and Jackie in the past. But now ……”

“ I know Jackie will lead us. She will try her best to help us. I am sure.”

“ Do you still love Jackie?”

“ Yes, but she does not want us live in sadness. I remember she had told me that she would accompany with the Little Prince in space, and she will look back to the earth. She wants to know what happen on earth. The stars in the space represent her smile., and I love to looked at the stars at night. How about you?”

“ I remember her. Sometimes I felt lonely when I was alone at home. Luckily, I had found my dog, and he can comfort me somehow. I still remember how lovely to live with her.”

“ I am not talking about Jackie. I asked you whether you love Henry or not now?”

“ You need not to answer me. However, I hope you have the answer in mind. The one I am talking about come out. Ask him what wrong with the girl.””

I walked up to Henry. We looked at each other for seconds. Finally, he opened his mouth.

“ She is now safe, but she is sleeping for a while. She needs to stay here for a week. I hope her relatives would follow me and sign some document.”

I followed him and said, “ All her family members are still in England. I am her supervisor and today is her first work day.”

We stood beside the counter and he asked, “ Did she get any boyfriend?”

I was shocked with his question, and I was angry.

“ Did you think that it is the right time to call him? I think you know the answer better than me.”

He stopped writing and looked up at me. I couldn’t stand with these eye contacts. Paul finally told him that I had no time to waste and hurried him. After we had signed all the documents, I went upstairs to Helen’s ward and left Paul and Henry alone.

I sat beside Helen. She was still sleeping. After five minutes, I left with a message to her that I would come back after work.

myownapple

24<SUP>th</SUP> September (Sat)

20:30 Home

Guess who had come back? The one who called Sam had brought me back 仔仔. He said he did not need me to give him money, but we finally have our dinner in an romantic restaurant and I took my dog to one of the pets shop nearby and asked them to look after him. Sam was an inspector of the police force. We talked a lot of things, and from his words, he may want me to be his girlfriend. Of course, I also implied that I did not love him. Yet, he still said at the end “ Maybe we can have more dinners together in future.” I stared at him. I couldn’t said a word at the moment, and I just left him behind.

When仔仔 first came home, he walked round and round, seemed to be looking for someone else. When I finally told him his father had left me, he stopped walking and looked at me. After five seconds, he walked towards me, laid down on my feet and looked up at me. In his eyes, he wanted to comfort me. He knew when he was absent. “Don’t be so sad. You will always be my company.”

You see, he is sitting in front of me. He wanted to see my diary. I turned the pages for him and let him read it. I know he understand what I have written.







Happy Valentine's Day.:em02:
I also hope that Jackie and Annie would have a happy Valentine's Day

Girls' Home

J: Who go to our home so early today?
A: Go and open the door.
Jackie opened the door and saw a boy( B) waiting outside.
B: Two guys told me to send you two the flower without leaving their names. ( He gave the rose to Annie) Bye.
A: Hey, what is the percaentage of salary cut of your hospital this year? I know that the government now has some financial problems, and they reduce the salary of medical staff, but this doesn't mean that they two can just give us a rose.
J: Hey, you have to thank me. Your Henry had never sent you a flower in the past. If it is not Paul, you cannot receive even half of a rose.
A: Don't forget that Henry takes me to a 5 stars Peninsula Hotel for dinner, but Paul always takes you to the hospital canteen to celebrate the Valentine's Day.
J: Paul did so because he want to take good care of his patients. But your henry, he always wants to find ways to avoid working in that night. Sometimes, he even orders me to replace him. You see, I have to have my dinner with Paul in the hosptial tonight again.
A: You have to thanks me. We two give you chance to accompany Paul.
......



Night Hospital Canteen

J: Do you feel bored to have our Valentine's Dinner in work place every year?
P: I have to take care of the patients.
J: If I do not need to work tonight, will you go to somewhere with me?
P: Of cause, I will. I must obey you on Valentine's Day.
J: OK, fine. Next year, I will not listen to Henry and work for him in that night, he need to have his dinner here instead of Peninsula Hotel.
P: I don't think there is some relations between Henry's working timetable and us.
J: Of cause. He always evades from hospital in Valentine's night, and orders me to be on duty, so that I cannot stay at home tonight. Hence, I will not disturb them at home, and he can do whatever he like in my home with Annie. If he is so rich to have dinner in that Hotel, why don't he just rent a room for themselves upstairs?
P: You don't need to be so angry.
J: I think we four have to make an arrangement. Gilbert, come here.
J: Every time when I talk about Henry, Annie would not listen to me. I think I need your help, Gilbert. Please tell your sister that I am bored with couples' package dinner set of our hospital, and ask her boyfriend to work in 14th February night. Paul, please tell your good room-mate to work in this night next year. And I and henry will take turns.
G: I agree. That's mean both Paul and Henry will not stay at home in 14th Februrar night, and I can do whatever I like at home. I can turn the TV volume high, I can read Paul's books, I can sleep on Henry's comfortable bed......



Peninsula Hotel

A: What do you think Jackie and Paul are doing?
H: Maybe they are doing what we do now in the canteen.
A: Do you think it is not fair to them?
H: I don't think so. You know, the bed in the hospital are more comfortable than Jackie's one and Paul's one. I just want them to have a romantic night.
A: Even if it is true, Paul will not do so, not to mention that the bed is not so comfortable as you have mentioned. I have once stayed in the hospital, the bed are so hard, and the medical staff are so rule. Especially those who work in ER. They just come in the room without knocking the door. Once they are free, they just go into the room and find some patients to be their patner.
H: You think that they do not care about you. Let have a try on next year Valentine's Day, I promise you there will be the head of ER accompany you the whole night. ......

myownapple

22<SUP>nd</SUP> September (Thu)

21:00 Home

Dear Paul,

Sorry I have not go to Tracy’s funeral yesterday, I really don’t want to meet him, and I want to send my sympathy o you. I will always remember her as you do.

I have just known that I would be the supervisor of Helen. Please tell me more about her so that I can have a better understanding of her.

I suddenly want to visit Jackie this weekend. Will you come with me?

Annie

The above letter is what I plan to write to Paul. I don’t know why I always try not to connect any doctors. Am I still angry with him? I remember what my brother said, “ He is the one who afraid of meeting people, not you.” Don’t try to worry a lot of things. Just go to the kitchen and eat some thing. Tomorrow I have dinner with Helen, and I need to pretend I am a strong woman, no no no, a strong girl, as I had been doing before.

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22:00 Bus

Finally I met Helen in After Five. Luckily, I did not see him, but I preferred he could find me, let him see how I could live without him, actually, how sad I was last week.

Why I choose After Five? I don’t know, it was chosen by Helen. I asked her

“ Because it was the place when my boyfriend had the dinner with me.” Her face was full of happiness, just like I was her boyfriend, and just like how I smiled seventeen years ago.

“ Really! Me too.”

“ But why do you look so sad?” I burst out laughing, how could we talk about our boyfriends.

“ Maybe we should talk about what you need to do next Monday before we talked about other things.

The following conversation was so boring. I didn’t know why I could said these things. I think I can become a professor in the university. After I had said I need to notify her. She asked, “ Did you do this after you graduated?”

“ Yes.”

“ Did you have time to meet your boyfriend?”

I stared at her. My smiling had suddenly gone. “ My boyfriend had left me before my graduation.”

“ But have you found a new one?”

I opened my mouth without saying a word, tried not to look at Helen. I was think, I was thinking what reply I should give.

“ At that time, I was always hanging around here. I had a few boyfriends, and some fell in love with me, but boyfriend …… I was fated not to have one.”

“ I am sorry. My boyfriend is called Philip. He is a medical student and he love me very much, ……”

In fact I was not listening to her words. At that moment, I was looking around, finding his body. Why he stayed at home at night, or if he had already gone to one of the hotels in Kowloon Tong …… I was daydreaming until Helen said, “ and Philip said he want to be a doctor in the Emergency Room ……”

“ What!? What are you saying?”

“ Philip want to be a doctor in ER, do you think he can do so?”

“ I don’t know. I don’t know what they do.”

“ You look not very well. Are you all right? I am sorry that I talk too much. I had emigrated to England when I was six, and now I have no relatives in Hong Kong. I just have a few friends, and I spend most of my spare time with my boyfriend. However, my boyfriend has a lot of things to do recently, and we have not met each other for five days.”

Five days ago, the day when I saw Philip in the supermarket. I said nothing.

“ Maybe I am not very well tonight. I believe that you can do a great job in the future.”

I paid the bill and left. Up until now, I was still thinking about Helen. She somehow has the same characteristic with Jackie, always talk and talk. Nevertheless, she is facing the same thing that I faced seventeen years ago ……

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Felin

Sam。JJ跟这个名字真是很有缘。
喜欢看apple写Annie日记了的这句话：Don't wait your time,Annie！
还有类似的，是Annie自己和自己的心在说话。
没有了Jackie，和Henry之间总是这样扑朔迷离，Paul常常会有老友之间恰到好处的关怀
但是Annie始终就是Annie，她需要安慰需要发泄，她有脆弱也有孤单，但是她始终懂得怎样依靠自己
Sam，有问题，直觉告诉我。
仔仔，如果你是Gil在天堂的灵魂回来，请你保佑她，Jackie，也请你帮助。

myownapple

20<SUP>th</SUP> September (Tue)

20:00 Home

Today, my boss, Gordon, announced that there will be a graduate enter our firm next Monday, and he hope that I will be her supervisor for a while. He gave me some details of Helen and he hopes me I will have a dinner with her this week. What should I talk with her? I remember the first time I met my former supervisor, Christine. I thought she was a prodigy. She could manage a lot things at one time. She had to earn for her family, she had a good career prospect. Unfortunately, she had left the firm one year later. At that time, she was my idol, and I pretended that I could be as strong as her. However, fifteen years had past, I might need to face the same problem with my trainee.

Don’t waste your time, Annie. You have to prepare the documents for tomorrow hearing.

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21<SUP>st</SUP> September (Wed)

20:30 Home

I had just received a special phone call a few minutes ago. The one who called me was called Sam, and he told me that he had found my dog, 仔仔, which I had lost three weeks ago. I didn’t know why every time I lost him, something bad was waiting for me. I had asked the newspaper to publish the advertisement. Sam said he had read the advertisement and he had found a dog similar to仔仔. He asked me whether I am free to meet him this Saturday. I said yes. However, I do not believe him so much.

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